Get me going…

Not a groupie or a stan

just a down to earth hip hop fan

take a stand hold my hand

while daytripping in foregin lands

walking thru white sands blue skies

Soaring sky high over the tides

a blessing with you by the side

taking days in stride

striving to do right

work towards the outer realms

while into it the souls dwell &

shed the outer shells of former selves



Nervous + Excited = Aflutter

Minds aflutter thinking of the moment our eyes meet

Willing to rise past the defeat

Deceit is not in my vocabulary

Take a seat feel the heat

Can ya hear my heartbeat?

Ya didn’t see me I slid in discrete

Making ’em pause & drop jaws

When I walk thru these streets

Why is it so hard to find the real?

Authentic Hip Hop is alive not selling for a deal 

Fed up with simpletons that just wanna fuck

Your times up fool go press ya luck

Too scared to get stuck in this seductive gaze

Climb past that platau of haze

Thinking real women want to be treated the same

As the rest of these dumb ass bitches selling they ass for the “Fame”

Like Homey¬† “I don’t play that”

Puttin’ real flava back on the map

Don’t let these light eyes delude

My grammar construe you

Listen to the words

Find the intrinsic

Handle your business

Had to let you know…


Thrilled to hear the news that you finally let her go
I want you to be happy
Thought I’d let you know
With me it’s not only physical all enveloping
Love it when you open up and share
I’ll always be here to listen & care
Spiritual, emotional, mental affair
No doubt I’ll treat you well
Stay next to this Queen, one day you could be my King
Over the fakes & lames we’ll reign
You find just the right moments to come
in and out of my life
Maybe this time you won’t go
Just had to let you know
All I need is one man to give my all
One who is worthy, deserving, understanding
that sees me for more than just my assets
Don’t know why they can’t get passed it,
too immature to know the realest when they see it
I’m only made for the grown
Can you take this Queen at her throne?



Trying to quench this burning desire
Everytime theres no light to my fire
Words transpire bodies perspire
entertwined in the moment
She calls out wait dont go yet
I wasn’t finished
The sight of it caused his drive to diminish
Unsatisfied with him by my side
No where to hide
Will it happen again if we try?
Don’t want to be left again unsatisfied…


Emotional abuse…


It can happen to anyone, it happened to me during the 7 years of my marriage. (stay tuned for that doozy) Today while looking through my cousin’s Prentice Hall Health book, I came across this section in the Family Relationships chapter: Family Violence

“Emotional abuse is the nonphysical mistreatment of a person.”

In my experience I also had a physical element. That ultimately led to me leaving his ass and driving over 1,000 miles back to San Diego.

Abuse of any kind is NEVER alright for ANY reason!

4/20…what a day!

I have not had a post in…shit since last year. A new friend, a cutie Dilf asked to hear some of my poetry. My paperwork is in dire need of spring cleaning so I remembered that my last post was a piece I wrote while listening to an M.O.P song.

I decided I am going to set a requirement for myself to post daily, set aside time to come here and let it out to the world. My cousin told me earlier that he was going to get me a comments box for mine, since he says I have sooo many. Most of the time I repeat what someone else said for clarification, he’s too funny.

One good thing my aunt got out the hospital and moved up on the liver transplant list!

One Love!!!